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♪ Oooh

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ohh ooh

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Try and tell me that

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pain is not the worst, without it

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there'd be no beauty.

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Standing

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in your own

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shadow of the man

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you could be.

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I never felt so lonely

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as I do

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in your arms. ♪

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Hey! Hello.

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Do you even live here?

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♪ For you. ♪

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♪ Blessed

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heavy body.

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Blessed

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sweat and bone.

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Babe we’re gonna be

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together.

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Together til the final slumber.

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Better get right with each other.

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Better get right

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With each other. ♪

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My name is Dafnah Yiron.

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I grew up not far from here in the valley.

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In a house my Israeli father built.

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My mother had secrets,
disliked gays, divorced

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my dad, became a rabbi.

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I learned from her that
religion gets you high.

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She has an addictive personality.

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Diet Coke, Excedrin

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and God.

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I saw my mom so filled with holiness

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when I felt so empty.

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What are you Doing?

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I told myself I won't come
out until I finish the book.

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It's 100 degrees in here.

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I don't care, I like it.

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You're sick.

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Come on, give me that.

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Like her father.

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♪ Wild and free.

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Eventually, I found my own ways to
experience that ecstatic sacredness.

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♪ Wild and free.

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Wild and free.

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Open up my heart more.

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Smelling all my secrets.

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Even when we're close by.

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Ooh. Got me feelin’

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This is what you came for.

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This is what you need id ♪

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It has been three months,

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two weeks and one day since I
touched another human being.

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The central focus of my adult life...

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Suddenly gone.

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♪ trying to write

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the kind of future that concerns you.

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But you’re in bed until someone
else overturns you.

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Feels like I haven't
seen you leave your room

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in weeks.

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Can’t take another day if
you won't say a word now.

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When I get home you’re
steady staring at the door now.

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So I give up and take a breath

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and go to sleep.

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You

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run yourself around. ♪

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This morning,

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we enter the Sagittarius lunar eclipse.

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Eclipses on their own are all
about shedding the old for the new.

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Or rather, preparing us for the new.

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This lunar eclipse in particular

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being in Sagittarius, is all
about shedding the old story.

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And with the United States
having a Sagittarius Rising,

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well, one can imagine the identity
shift that we're about to experience.

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But get with the changes,

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because it's going to take

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All of our strength

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to push through.

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My comrades, let this moment humble you.

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As much as it radicalizes
and liberates you.

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Bitch!

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Why did you not call me on my app?

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I spent all of that time
learning code, and my best friend

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can't even call me on it.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm not going to do it.

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Ugh. Wait.

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Holy shit. What is going on with your face?

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Oh, you mean my quarantine eyebrows?

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You like?

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No, girl.

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I wanted to know what my face would
look like without patriarchal programming.

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God, you wouldn't last a
minute doing what I do.

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That's not fair.

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You're the one always
telling me to stick to my terms.

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Remember when I was so nervous to tell
Veronica that I wouldn't sleep with men?

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And didn’t you leave AllMyVids
because you didn't like their profit model?

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And because they were transphobic as fuck.

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Let's get that straight.

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But I'm just saying
there's some areas where

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you have to play a little game to survive.

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Well, maybe one of those
areas doesn't have to be my face.

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I'm saying.

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Okay.

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Anyway, the whole reason I called
you is because I wanted to tell you

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I got a spark!

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Wait a second here.

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You can download spark, but not my App?

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Okay, okay, I will, I will, I
will, I will, I promise, I promise.

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But listen, I don't even know
how dating can work without touch.

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Well, let me tell you about
all of my clients who think

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I'm their girlfriend.

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I mean, real dating.

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First off, slow down.

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This is just the first spark.

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So if this isn't a bot, then
they may never respond.

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But Siren, she's perfect.

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Now take it easy. Take it easy.

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Look, this is how it goes.

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First you chat in app.

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It might die there.

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Then you move on to the encrypted app.

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You know that's where you do
all like the little nasty dirty stuff.

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Then well, you know.

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Basically you have the whole
relationship with a machine.

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It's 2020, my love.

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I don't even know why I signed up.

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Girl.

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Holy shit. Sie,

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- What?
- She messaged me!

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Oh girl it's no use.

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Oh my God, oh my God.

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Dafnah's a goner.

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Now have fun.

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But remember, take it slow, take it slow.

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Take it slow.

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♪ You’re okay girl.

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Take a breath.

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Change is coming.

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There’s a groove you have to break.

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Save yourself.

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Run away.

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It's only getting darker in this room. ♪

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When you live alone,

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your house becomes your body.

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Dedication to its upkeep

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is a progress-less drive.

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And therefore naturally anti-capitalist.

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What we clip will grow back.

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What we clean will become dirty again.

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The constant Pruning
required by any Organism.

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Keeps open the cycle of regeneration.

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God can be found

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in the sensual pleasures
of this product-less labor.

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In the quiet of the day to day.

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Through the maintenance

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of these fleeting bodies.

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Sex, too, is a kind of spiritual hygiene.

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Helping others to maintain a healthy flow

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of energy and release,

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clearing the pipes so to speak.

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I see that as my calling.

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It's become my career.

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So I wait.

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Trying to focus on solitary pleasures

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and the honing of new skills.

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♪ singing in Sanskrit ♪

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♪ singing in Sanskrit ♪

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♪ singing in Sanskrit ♪

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Hello?

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Daff-na?

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Did I pronounce it right?

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This is Antonie.

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Uh, actually, it's Dafnah.

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The A says ah, like, shock and awe or,

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Aw you shouldn't have or, Amen.

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Um. I'm glad you called.

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I know it was unorthodox to ask,

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but I don't really have
regular access to internet, so.

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I mean, you did kind of catch
me off guard, but I don't mind.

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I found your profile intriguing.

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Pure in a way.

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Spark can feel so profane.

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Like everybody's just trying
to sell themselves for a date.

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Right.

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Yeah, I know what you mean.

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As the lunar nodes shift into Gemini,

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our very idea of information is changing.

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How we communicate with one
another, how we think of ourselves,

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how we think of others, how we
share information about ourselves.

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All of that is about to go under a major

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rewrite.

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Do not be seduced by illusions now.

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So some things need to be
shed, while others strengthened.

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Whether you want them to
or not, things will be slowly

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leaving you, and ultimately
it will be for the better.

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Be sure to call into question

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every one of your values system.

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This is how you gain integrity,
and this is how you grow.

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This transit asks us

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to bring both urgency and care
to our immediate communities.

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Every one of us is needed here.

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We're all part of the story.

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♪ Quiet.

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Quiet.

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I've got things buried in my bones.

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Quiet,

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quiet. ♪

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Hello?

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Are you enjoying my house?

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It's all right,

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strange to be in a Pool Boi mansion
without all the scantily clad people but

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A two-bedroom in
Sylmar is hardly a mansion.

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Well, you should know, I am
on my fifth swim of the day.

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So there's that.

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Is your son swimming too?

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Nah,

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He hasn't left your
PlayStation since we got here.

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He knows what we do, right?

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I mean, all our film
posters are up in there.

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Son,

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you should know that
your zaddy’s a porn star.

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He calls you zaddy?

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No, he calls me mom.

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I mean, more or less.

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He knows.

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I'm not really sweating it, though.

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He's not really into
aquatic dyke erotica just yet.

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Okay, good.

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I told him, watch out,

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Hec’s named from a deity.

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You fuck with her shit, she'll know.

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Actually, I'm named
after the asteroid Hecate.

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Asteroid 100, to be exact, not the goddess.

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Oh. Somehow I don't think
that'll have the same effect.

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How's your dad?

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He's,

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hanging in.

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There's a lot to sort through, and
the doctors keep asking me questions

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I don't know the answers to.

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He had a lot of conditions
before the stroke,

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and I don't want to get anything wrong, but

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we laugh a lot.

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Listen, I've been thinking about
doing a compilation, or rerelease.

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We can't make anything right now.

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Plus I don't know how long
I'm going to be out here.

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And our backlog’s drying up.

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Good thing we wrapped up
Midnight Dive when we did.

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Yeah, and we still have Dream
of the Fisher’s Wife in post.

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But after those two,
that's it for new content.

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Whatever we do, we need to keep
the attention of our current subscribers,

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but open up and speak
to a whole new audience.

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There's a whole bunch of horny
folk out there that don't got an outlet.

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Let me think about it.

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Don't work too hard.

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♪ Hearts beat fast.

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I know they can change.

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Tinder boxes caught up

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in the flames. ♪

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♪ Tinder

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boxes caught up in the flames.

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Saw the thoughts inside my fragile head.

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Turn them over burn them bright instead.

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Oh I swear

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I can take it all

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as I wait

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for the empire to fall.

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You say

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you can take care of it all

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as I wait

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for the empire

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to fall. Around you.

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Come crashing

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down. ♪